mentally---insane

Hello love Tonight is dreary without you Your warmth is missing from my pillows Your silhouette still clings to my blankets confused as to when you're coming back I still see your smile running in the back of my head I still hear your laugh Hello love Tonight is lonely without you here The memories we had sing through my wounds Your pale hands stopped holding mine and I still can't grasp what that means I can't forget your face I can't forget your lips Your nose Your eyes I won't let you be forgotten I won't let you be the wind through my window I won't let you be the sand through my fingers You are endless You are the sky You are the ocean

I tripped hard for a girl I met who had sunshine in the way she walked and waterfalls in the way she smiled I fall deeply for a girl I know who felt the world at her fingertips and the clash of oceans chasing her soles I jumped for this manic girl who was so sure of how she felt but changed her mind she took hold of my hand and crossed her fingers behind her back she changed my universe a thousand times and I love her still I jump off cliffs I hide behind words I stand still for this girl I knew and gaze at how she's somebody else I stare at the sky I listen for whispers I am me She is she Her lips were my air I am the past we are strangers